Thoughts.

I think that I drink too much. I mean, I feel like I can't stop. It's starting to really piss me off. -.- I brought up the idea of going to AA meetings alot, and no one agree's with me that I should. Hmpf. <---- That's a noise I make when I think..lol. Umm. Love. Does anyone know how to treat people right? I'm sick of guys telling me that thier girlfriends treat them like shit. See.. to me, girls like that are like fish. You know, just swimming in their world pool of "treating their guys like shit".. and me? Im on the current.. I don't do that.. but I sit and listen to all these good guys telling me that their girlfriends destroy them and treat them like shit. It gets to depressing. Its hard to swim on the current.. I guess you could say those guys do it too.. Because in most of my relationships I got treat like shit.. I know what it feels like to be those guys. So, maybe all those girls got treated like shit, dumped, cheated and on and on.. but why do it to them? I mean, aren't they fairly happy that someone is an actual gentalmen to them, and treat you girls like queens but they just get shitted on. What's the point.. and the weird thing about these guys is... they stay with them. I DO NOT GET THAT. But their lame excuse for not being alone.. "She'll change" ... my comback to that... is "I dont think so buddy, that girl has been hurt..and hurt bad and your the only one she wants to take it out on cause your a guy and she'll think your just like the last one.." and he'll be like 'well, im not.. blah blah blah' but that girl wont see that.. she'll just think hes a jerk and treat him like shit. and that.. ugh, that kinda ticks me off. I know a feel people like that. *cough* becca *cough* but im trying to make becca realize thier not all like that.. (Josh, I love you.) and yeah.. people she look into that.. I dont think people(guys, girls mostly..) realize that.. Thanks.