Questioning.

Why do people always use racist comments when their fighting? I used to do it alot.. and I don't understand why we do it. I mean, is it just human nature I guess. It's pathetic of what we do. We call African Americans; Niggers. We call Mexicans; Beans or border jumpers and we called white poeple; White trash or trailer trash. What the fuck is up with that seriously? It's really racial when we do it.. yet we say we're not racist. It's pretty fucked up..but It's humans I guess.

Why is the sky blue? Yeah.. I mean, why blue? I like purple. Maybe it's something that has to do with the atmosphere. Then again, space is black.. but the sky is only black;dark blue, in the night. Makes alot of sense.. not.

Why is the grass green?I don't understand why God picked those colors. Does grass scream the color green... lol.
Why are we born, then live, and then die? Sometimes I wish we could live forever.. but there's no such thing to me. I mean, who really know's if there's a heaven. I believe there is... then I don't. They say heaven is just like earth. Other people say it's nothing like it. Who do we believe?

Why do people fall in love? You know everyone falls in love at some point in time. I am at the moment.. and I don't want it to end. But, what does love really mean? .. That's a trick question you see. The answer, is very complicated yet so easy at the same time. My answer.. It's the way someone thinks of you, how they look at you, how they treat you.. Just what YOU think it is to you. The answer : Love means alot of things. And I like that. Because everyone has their own opinion.

Why do people look at love in a negitive way? I used to look at love as.. "I don't wanna fall in love" Why? "Because I'm just going to get hurt.. no matter what. I already know that I will, so what's the point" .. I realized the point is that you try. Not all may succeed but love CAN last forever. And everyone can/will have that. I think.. hope...know I have that. But I hate that I looked at it in a negitive way because then it actually goes the way you think it will. If you have confidence, I guess it'll go good. If you don't and looked at it as I used too.. You probably won't get to far. One thing's for sure.. I'm glad I don't look at it like that anymore.