Music is like candy, Throw away the "Rappers".

"I think we have more than sparks, I think we have fuckin' fireworks!" I don't have classes till eight tomorrow! Wooot! XD My house if being fulled of chaotic arguments over a sugar bear. You don't know what a sugar bear is? Well... it's like the smallest animal I've ever seen besides an insect. And they don't get very big. My sister bitches because she thinks that just because I have classes I won't help take care of it... I HAVE NEVER SAID THAT. And plus, I'm not the one who wanted the damn thing. It was her and her kids. But it's fine. Maddie gets stuck getting the blame for almost everything. :/ Shit. Speaking of my sister, she just keeps bitching about everything. Today, I asked her to do this dish's while I took the dog for a walk so I would be back in time for my other sister to pick me up so we could go visit my grandma in the nursing home. And she fuckin flips out and acts like im not gonna help with the fuckin thing. Oh well. She knows I have an anger problem and she kept arguing. She doesn't lift a finger around here. It's all me and she can't do shit. So I slapped her. It wasn't really me though, it was the anger. The... vemon. It's nothing but eating me alive. The slightest thing can piss me off now. And I have no clue why. Ooo. Umm, meaning of the title. So.. there was this party that my friend had. And it was like a HUGE party. And it actually had a theme. It was candy. I hated that party. I felt soo alone and just way to many people I didn't know there. Anywho, they only played rap music. Like hard rap. Nothing soft rap or anything. Just people talking really fast. It sucked.
So. BOYS. Woow. Does one of them blow me away. Will. hah. Whenever I talk to him it's nothing but smiles. The thing is itallic.... it's what I said to him earlier. Because... Sparks don't really mean anything... but FIREWORKS. They mean a hella lot. This kid named Tim. He's just weird to me... Idk. Like creepy stalker weird.
HOLY SHIT. Is anyone tired of hearing about Micheal Jackson! Im sick of hearing about how he died, whos sad about. Come on'. It was like 3 months ago. Hah. Speaking of death, Billy Mays is dead and he's still trying to sell Oxy Clean. Wtf right? I don't know. I don't have much to talk about.. All I know is I miss someone bad and I can't wait to see what Vagas is like so I can be in the same bed as he. *Burp* Ooo. Gas much? Ahh. My sister blew a huge fart today. It stank so baddd. I guess thats what happends when your pegnant. *sneeze* I hope Im not getting sick again... -___- *bites lip* Will just texted me. Haha. Ooo. Medical shows are so fuckin awesome. I think I want to be a doctor. Im thinkin' medical school in four years? Masters degree. idk. Phyciatrist? Yeah! But then I can't gossip about people's problems. Eh, I wouldnt anyways. That'd be mean. xP I don't know anything else to talk about. I think I should sleeep. Hella tired.