HUGE Update.

So... I am single. Doesn't matter why, or how, or when. It's just the point that love for me right now isn't good. I got a job... And only worked one day so far. Fuck what you think of it. (: My ex boyfriend Will is currently back into my life. And I honestly really like it that way. He's in Iraq right now and is going to California in October because that's where he's stationed. Which I am actually planning on moving out there to start college in a year. Maybe get my life on track for once; Something I never wanted to do but life with my parents is really starting to tick me off. My lip hurts. -.-" Ummmm. Technology. Yeah, it... it doesn't like me. At all. My computer fucks up. My cell phone is gay. And I think I broke the clock. Is a clock considered as "technology"?
...Did I even spell that right. Speaking of spelling, I wish Blogger had spell check...
Wait, it does. Ooops. Nevermind then. :[ That was just a waste of typing. But it would have been much more of a waste to deleted. Eh? Haha. I didn't think that best friends talk behind your back. I mean, try to set you up with someone and then just because you didn't want to be with the person your friend tried to set you up with they tell that person lies about you? I mean, isn't that just fucked up? I haven't talked to Gianna Marie Coffman in like 2 months. I effin miss her. Her phone is off. :/ I have no connection to her whatsoever. That really sucks. I realized I do this really weird thing with my toes... their always up for some reason. Haha, it's werid. Lmfao. GUESS WHAT! I have chocolate milk. I'm going to have nightmares tonight. It's weird. Whenever I have chocolate milk at night it gives me nightmares. And no, not about chocolate milk trying to kill me. However, that did happen once. I have a sudden urge for vanilla ice cream with strawberry's on top. Mmmmm. Okay I should stop thinking of it cause I'll never get it. :/ Today, wow. It's been a depressing day. For some reason. I mean, I was home alone half of the day... And I actually enjoy that. But today.. I didn't. And Becca hardly talks to me anymore. Ashten is just ignoring me ever sense Becca tried to get me and him together. Everything is just awkward between friends. :[ I miss Lucy... Why did she have to take those fuckin pills! Why. It's really effin hot in here. I have a fever of 102. Kill me please. I just want........ water. Ice cold water. I want to get the fuck out of here and somewhere I belong. Is that so hard?